2008-12-06
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lots of things are contained in this here entry.
Today I was at a Manc Winds rehearsal. It started at 10, i got there about about 10 past cos the stupid bus took 15 mins to arrive. There were a lot of people missing, mainly cos of work commitments. Every piece went fine when we did the run-throughs. Except Amcerican Elegy and Mazama. I kept going wrong, as did Wayne. I'm hoping it was one of those things where the rehearsal before a big performance goes really bad, but the performance is amazing. *crosses fingers*
Afterwards i was just gonna get my own bus home, which meant walking all round the corner and down this longish road. But i saw Mike and Kerri (who are in manc winds) at the 250 stop which goes to town. I decided to join them, and waste some time. So we got the bus, talking about music mainly. When we got off we all went to the bank so Mike could get some money out, then Kerri announced she had to go off to Boots to get a jigsaw made for art. So me and Mike went to Greggs. He bought a load of food (eclairs and doughnuts XD) and i wondered (out loud) if they'd let me buy a cookie with a ten pound note. He immediately replied by saying "oh, don't worry, i'll get it for you." How nice is that? So i got me a lovely white chocolate cookie for lunch. Then we went our separate ways and i enjoyed my cookie very much on the bus.
I'm having troubles with Tim Minchin. First of all, Jay isn't going. He says i should blame him for deciding not to go. But i'm blaming myself for being the reason why. So i tried (and failed) to find someone else to go with. So Alex asked if Lex could have my spare ticket, i said yes. So all i need is a place to stay. Lewis says he's already booked a room and he doesn't wanna break the rules, so i can't even sleep in his sink.
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Jay gave me the idea of asking mum if her and dad would want to come down with me and they can have a nice weekend in London while i'm at the Tim gig. But i asked her, and she's got work and they won't give her the day off cos its too close to christmas.
She thinks going to the Sheffield gathering is going to be a good enough substitute for going to the gig. No offense, but it just wouldn't compare.
I don't if its me she doesn't trust, or the rest of London. She won't let me go cos i'm not in the same hotel as Lewis. I don't really want to lie to her, but if i can find a cheap hotel nearby, then i'll say i'm sharing with lewis and book another room.
So that's how it is at the moment. My life's gone to shit. AGAIN!
I'm supposed to be going out with her tomorrow to take some pics. But i really don't want to right now. If she thinks i'm gonna accept the fact i can't go that easily, she's got another thing coming.
I really want a hug...a man hug.
♥