2008-09-24
Poorly sick
I think i'm ill.
For the last two days my throat has been really hurting, so it hurts when i swallow and yawn and shtuff. But i still continue to soldier on and play through the pain, although i don't think i should really be playing clari or singing in my state.
I was informed earlier that there's a nasty cold going round, so its probably that. Damn my ability to pick up viruses so easily!
Maybe its being away from Jay that's making me ill, my heartache hasn't gone yet. The longer i'm away from him it seems to get worse. The 6th can't come soon enough. I miss you so much sweetheart, my longing to be with you is almost unbearable.
Listening to Tom Milsom is making me happier. And i'm more inspired to write my song for Jay at the moment.
I was on one of the pianos at college today in my free, and i made up a little horror movie thing. It sounds so awesome! Horror movie music is so easy to write.
Its actually been sunny today! After the two or so weeks of constant rain, for the last couple of days the sun has been making appearances.
Now i think i might make some bracelets, do some clari practice, write some more of my song...... all that kinda shebang.
♥